Molly Murray - Birth, Life, and Business Doula
It was March 3rd 2012, the day before my due date at 8pm
I was squatting to clean under the bathroom sink (which I *never* do, by the way) when all of a sudden... something popped and fluid was running down my legs! Oh my goodness!
I knew it was in fact my water as I had no control over it's flow. It just kept coming!
I was overwhelmed with emotions....
Excitement, apprehension, a strong sense of deja vu..
Oddly enough, my water breaking was the first sign of labor in my first birth...and if I remember right, I was squatting to clean something that time as well.
(Note to self - Just start scrubbing around 40 weeks!)
In 2009, I had called my sister in a panic, rushed to the hospital and 36+ hours later, had what I know now as a very medically managed birth... pitocin, epidural, purple pushing...
This time, in 2012, I had done my research and knew that I had a little wiggle room, I didn't have to rush right in.
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I had hired a doula early on in my pregnancy and read 1000's of birth stories throughout my pregnancy....
I really wanted a natural birth!
Tears ran down my face... I knew that these would be my last moments of pregnancy... and that labor was imminent. I was going to meet my son!
I called my doula right away to let her know what was going on and that I planned on resting...
And so I did! To everyone's surprise (and my care provider's dismay), I slept through the night!
It wasn't until the next afternoon, still not feeling any contractions and slightly concerned about infection, I chose to go to the hospital, knowing that induction might just be the next best thing for me/my birth...
Upon arriving in triage around 2pm, I was 4cm and 75% effaced (wahoo!!)
My doula was there for me as soon as I said, ''Yes. I think I could use support.'' ... and I later learned that she was waiting by the phone all evening, anticipating my call.
She arrived at 3:40pm. We walked the halls and the stairs, I bounced on the ball and tried nipple stimulation..
Labor was just not coming on or increasing in intensity/I didn't feel any contractions...
At 6:30 pm, I begrudgingly decided to opt for pitocin, hoping ''just a whiff'' would swing me into labor...
And so it did....eventually...
Many hours later, I finally started feeling contractions.
My doula was there with me all along, providing company, encouragement, affirmations..
By 10:30pm, I was really feeling the intensity of my contractions...
By 11:30pm, I had lost all modesty, and may have started yelling, ''I HAVE TO POOP!!''
A nurse reminded me, ''Well, you may...but you really just have to have a baby.''
I didn't want physical touch or even words from my doula (or anyone) at this point, but just knowing she was there, witnessing the intensity and cheering me on, helped more than I can put into words.
I remember looking at my doula and saying, ''I'm sorry. I know I said I wanted this but I really just want the epidural.''
The look she gave me was that of compassion and understanding, but also faith...
I could do this. I was doing this.
At 12:41am, after lots of squatting through contractions and 3 strong pushes, sweet Patrick was born... all 9lbs 10oz of him!
I felt so good! I wanted to do it all again, right then!
Birth with pitocin and without an epidural was soo intense...but gosh, it felt great, all at the same time! Birth High is Real!
Within weeks after my birth, I had signed up for my doula training. I knew that this is what I was supposed to do, to support women and families!
Patrick was born in March 2012, I took my first training in June and attended my first birth in October 2012!
Wow! Here we are, 3 years later... and I'm preparing for the birth of my 3rd child, due in mid-late November with my last ''doula baby'' due in October and my first post-baby ''doula baby'', a repeat client, due in March! <3
Talk about synchronicity!!
I've always known, since that first training and birth... this is exactly where I'm supposed to be!
I'm so grateful to all of my friends, family and clients for their support and so look forward to attending many more births in the future, offering families that same loving guidance and unwavering support that my doula offered me....
Ahh... sweet relief!
If you have any questions, comment below or shoot me a message!
For my first blog post, I thought it best to write an introduction, a continued About Me section.
I have so many blog posts in my head, but it just doesn't feel right to dive right into informational posts without a formal introduction!
That said, if you're here reading, you already know so much!
I'm a Mother, a passionate and experienced birth doula, a postpartum doula, a Birthing From Within Mentor and a Placenta Encapsulation Specialist.
So, what else is there? Those 5 things are so much of my life...and I wouldn't have it any other way!
I really enjoy connecting people. I enjoy connecting with people.
I organize Weekly Playgroups for Westside Cincy Moms, I host Monthly Women's Circles in my home, I attend a Monthly Singing Circle and try to make it to the Monthly Herb Walks at a local farm.
Music is a huge part of my life! I sing on a regular basis, I dance around my house while listening to Nahko and Medicine for The People ... and my partner, Nate, is a music producer!
He's incredibly talented, with a focus on rap/hip-hop, using mostly old school gear and sounds.
It's really like nothing else to watch him work! Watching him in the studio is where I fell in love with him!
We share an AMAZING space above my home, where he is able to compose and record music and I teach childbirth classes/host events.
Nate's family owns a little vitamin shoppe here in town, Natural Life in Hyde Park, which I must say, works so well for my doula career! We have so much flexibility as far as time goes. I am able to leave at the drop of a hat (or a breaking of the water ;)) and I have access to all of the vitamins, herbs, teas, etc. that we carry there and having him and his family to learn and ask questions from, has really added to my knowledge base!
Speaking of knowledge, I really enjoy learning, or what I like to call...Growing! I am of the philosophy that Life is Learning and Learning is Life. We visit the library multiple times through the week and I attend training and workshops of interest as often as I can.
I grow as I go, learning along the way from my experiences in life.
We home school our children for now and hope to instill in them that same foundation of Learning through Living, allowing them to find their own interests and supporting them as they blossom into responsible, joyful, inquisitive young adults!
That said, I hope to learn and grow into this blog over time, sharing with my readers evidence based information as well as fun tid-bits about our city or things to do, eat and see around town...
I want to share with you what's in my doula bag, all about a rebozo, what I've learned about birth plans and more!
And now, with a formal introduction out of the way, I feel I can move forward in doing so!
Happy Reading and looking forward to connecting with you soon!
Cincinnati Mother, Birth and Postpartum Doula, Childbirth Educator and Founder of the Cincinnati Birth and Parenting Network.
Serving Greater Cincinnati & N. Kentucky since 2012
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natural birth, cesarean birth, induction. planned cesarean birth, gentle or family centered cesarean birth, multiples, VBAC, water birth, attachment parenting, babywearing, breastfeeding, bottle feeding and more!
Experienced with many birthing philosophies such as: Birthing From within, Bradley Method, Hypnobabies, Hypnobirthing, Lamaze, etc.